We had the greatest seats in the
world. Front and center i couldn't believe it he was
looking right at me when he said
i love you all. I couldn't believe it i was in shock.
I watch as he sang his solo he
looked right at me the whole intire time. Every step of
the way.
"Rita he's looking right at me"i
said.
"I know your so lucky i like
he likes you"she said.
"Na he has amanda,"i said "Besides
i'm just not in the mood for love".
"But it's Aj were taking about
the person you call your dream man"she said.
"I know but it's just to soon"i
said.
The show ended and we made are
way backstage. There he was sitting there with his head
in his lap. I saw the other guys
and introduced myself to them and made my way over to
him the man i loved but knew
i couldn't.
"Hi" i said.
"Hey," Aj said "What you want"
"Nothin well i guess i should
leave"I said.
"Wait i'm sorry i'm just having
a tuff time" He said.
"Whats wrong maybe i could help"I
said.
"I don't wanna bore you with
my problem," Btw whats your name"
"Alisondra but people i know
call me ally"i told him.
"Nice it fits you"he said.
"Thanks,"i said "Know mister
mclean tell me whats wrong"
"Agressive i like it,"he said
as i smiled and sat down "You know that i go out with amanda
well not anymore i think. Before
the show we had this huge fight b/c i told i had to hang
out with a fan that need some
comforting and that i couldn't be with her"he said.
"Well then i think she's gonna
hate me when you introduce me to her,"i said "i'm miss
despressed"
"You god you don't look it"he
said.
"Thats b/c i'm here with you
see you and the guys mean alot to me and when my boyfriend broke
my heart i didn't want to do
anything. I locked myself in my room and alonly wrote in my journal
it was hard on my family and
my friends. So Rita got me tickets to the show adn here i am" i said.
"Wow i'm so sorry i guess we
do have something in common"He said.
"i guess so" i said.
I couldn't believe we had a conversation.
Then he got up i didn't know why i felt so stupid
i guess i felt like i didn't
do something. Then i saw him nere the other guys and Rita came
over.
rita and my convo
"What were you to talkin about"
she asked?
"Nothin much but he and amanda
may not go out anymore they had a fight over me"i said
"You why"She said.
"B/c of this meeting i'm having
with them"i said.
"O"she said
Aj and the Guys
"Aj you and that girl have been
talkin for awhile" Brian said.
"Ya and thats are girl" He said.
"Your joking she looks so full
of life"nick said.
"I know but she's so sad inside
i wish i could do something for her were the same at this point
since amanda left me" he said.
"What since when"Nick asked
"Today she was mad b/c i couldn't
be with her tonight b/c of ally"he said.
"Ally who's ally" Kevin asked.
"Her she said people that know
her call her ally but her really name is Alisondra."he said.
"Nice and she doesn't look bad
either" Howie said as i walked over.
"Hi i'm sorry to disturb but
i just wanted to tell you guys that it means everything in the
world to me to be here right
know. I never knew just meeting you guys and seeing you guy perform
have made me feel higher about
myself."i said.
"No prob," Aj said. "How would
you like to go out with us".
"Ya,'Nick said "You disever it"
"Thanks. but are you guys sure
i mean i don't want to intrude on your plans"i said.
"Nope" Nick
"Na" Brian
"Please" kevin
"Nope" Howie
"Hell No,"Aj "and we can talk
about things if you like"
"Ok then i'll go but can Rita
come"i said.
"Any friend of yours is a friend
of ours and btw kevin gots a crush"Aj said.
"Ok then lets go."i said as aj
took my hand.